i've been sporatic at best in regards to this journal.. I want to share, but I'm extremely aware how public this journal is..

2003 ..

a year with tears.. a year with smiles.. flip flopped emotion surrounded me.. but it ends with a smile.. and a better understanding of certain people that are in my life. including myself.

I love myself for who I am.. a loving, open individual that offers true friendship to certain individuals. a person with lots of insecurities but someone that is always looking for true inner peace and happiness.

2003 was the year that I celebrated.. my 26th birthday.. my 9th year with my husband.. my 6th year married.. 2nd year in my house..

2003 ended a job that I had been in for over 3 years.. but started a job that I enjoy very much that will open many doors in a new path..

2003 brought me some pain.. but an unbelievable amount of love.. it has been a growth year for my relationship with my husband.. we have always been best of friends.. and this year just solidified it even more..

2003 has brought me new friends.. both foosball related and not.. it has brought certain characteristics to light about some people.. i see the great amount of caring, compassion, and love in some.. and then others the amount of resentment, the large amount of baggage that they can't allow themselves to drop.. those people are the ones that are seemingly fake. those people .. what am i saying.. they have feelings like everyone else.. how can they be honest and true to other people when they can't be honest and true to themselves? anyway.. i have some of the same flaws.. i realize that.. i am not perfect.. but on to 2004.. right? a new year.. a journey that continues and hopefully we just get better and better..

2004 will bring great things for me.. my husband.. my friends..

I hope that 2004 brings you many wonderful things.. thank you for reading..

Happy New Year!!

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